IF YOU ARE GOING TO GET WORRIED ABOUT ME AFTER READING THIS,PLEASE DON'T READ THIS!oh and V-monSK DO NOT READ THIS!!! OR I WILL SHOOT YOU!!!DX

Is Light to dark as Death is to hope? idk i just wanna know that now...O.o

eh im over it, I HATE LONELYNESS! i wanna meet a guy that lives on THIS side of the ocean
BLEH!jkjk im over it i dislike the word l-love i don't like it and i don't know what it meens
and its pissing me off!

and i hate that no one ever listens to my cry for help i have been calling for hep but no one listens to me..EVER!!!!

and what pisses me off the most is the fact that every one who meets me or even sees me is fucking scard to death of me they think im an oger and that im gonna fucking eat them and its not fair cuz im not a meen person people just judge me befor the know me and that pisses me off and i-i don't know maybe i just get so mad cuz im hurt by it.cuz this happens every time i try to make new friend...it's not fair,not fair at all*starts crying*...

OH! im sorry! im sorry im sorry!im sorry! Im Sorry! Im Sorry!
I shouldn't have said anything cuz now people are going to worry about me and actully see that i am here and i rather i didn't say anything so i could blend in to the backround like i alwas do!
so please DON'T BOTHER TO CARE ABOUT THIS! i will keep hideing my feelings inside my dead heart...*still crying*